kl halwkt ma fkrt shlwn akdr bdwnk anh wtdry ant la any ahs alywm snt. wkl swrt hbyby byha dhknh whsh bdm`nh tnshaf wshysdh mkank mhd ysdh....
ashtakyt ana wjytk mhtaj hnytk raj` a`wd alrah samhny yarytk. akhdh al`mr klh waljay b`d ahly bs afrh wartah rwhy alk antyha. maakdr bdwnk....
jrb tghmd wtmshy balzhmt fjat ythwl `almk dlmt .. wtbqy khayf mn klshy atsdmt hdha haly bkl mat`ny halklmt .. mrtbk mhtar mdry shbyh whyrt wyay kl...
alyddk ma yslm yrj` lahlh baldm wlw ykhtfy bhfrt ay mn alka` ashl`h. fwt abzwdk amshy `ly aln`tal ahjy adha byhm mrajl aymwt wthkly akt`h.
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maqdrt ant abd al`shrt alqwyt sdkny matrhm abd nbqy swyt. ant alb`t hby wlk mw any bay` walda` mw any abd ant ally day`. hbyth ay wsft.
htklm ybqy tsm` blash `ynk tdm` lay hd asm` alklam bywj`. hjyblk all`bt hbyby mathdy lw shaghlk hat akhrk htslk hhbk. akhwk ` almzbwt antwa....
bs la sdk tnsy al`shk lk any hm tnsany qlby alydk mn nftrk ywkf wamwtn any. blsh mn dmaghk hby ynshal wany amnyty atl`k mn dmaghy. mhyt asmy....
ghayb w`adhr zrwfk hty lw mqdr ashwfk abqy ahbk ma a`wfk balk tshk bklamy. lw rht lakhr amakn tbqy ant brwhy sakn any sh ab`yd lkn qlby baqylk....
hay alkhsarat adhtny whdy klby any mhrwk `alsar ddy. qahrny frkak bs allh `ndy la trj` arjwk lk hdha rdy. mnk hyl mmnwn yalbjyt al`ywn.
ya hbyby mn tany sm`ny hbyby swtk mwnsny. ahly byk thly, whtbqy ahly wahly twl ma ana wyak. jwy `aly ghna alhyat wyah glby ghyrh `ndy abtda....
jwy `aly qlby ghna alhyat wyah jnt glby ghyrh matmny alghram `ndy abtda. ywm jany kan `ydy hbh yjryly bwrydy la arady wmw baydy any ahbh.
dy karyzmty msh balmal balklmt wbalaf`al ana bhdr klh ykhaf wfy ay mkan wzman. ah ya sfra ya bnt alayh malk ghyrant kda lyh hswt fy `yn alhsad....
ant amnyty alwhydt wklshy ghyrk ma aryd rby la yhrmny mnk ant ya hby alwhyd. mst`d antyk al`mr wmaabkhl abklshy `lyk any mw bs mwt ahbk any....
la mn twhyt taryh wzwlh anwh wylahy alnwh wrqa `yt t`afny. kny `qb matfarqna jsd dwn rwh lw kan mat alaml `ndh f ana `adny. lyn allyaly.
hbhm ftrt wy`dy .. may brml mtbdy .. `shrthm mrd m`dy .. yadhwnk wlk klby. alyhbk kwn yhtm byk .. myjrhk wla yadhyk .. yfrhk dwm mybjyk.
wantzrtk lhd ma `mry antfy wantdrtk waljrh `and mashfy. mn yjyny allyl akhtnq wya awl njmt tbdy al`atft. wdmw`y mattfahm tfshlny kbal al`alm....
b`d maabqh alk rwh dwr alyhtwyk any byny wbyn nfsy srt akrh ahjy byk. anth asln mnthy mady mafkrt by mtt balnsbt alyh b`d ma`ndy hjy.
yhbl sraht wmaly mlamt `ly al`ql adha sar mkhtl. fla tsalwny kyany `lamh adha ja mny al`yn waqbl. tmrd `ly alzyn `aly mqamh wasbh amyrh.
mn hrb alhrb byny wmabyn ansak frht bhalhrb khsran lan maryd ansy aljan byny wbynk. akhdh hdha alhwy wakt` `lyh almay hbyby wda`tk mamwt.
mn lw zl snt agdyh lhn wghnt. a`zf waghny llsbh hd ma ytyb aljrh maa`ysh lhzt ndm. mtfayl wkly aml wnshwt hyaty alghzl. mayhmny b`d rah bhyaty....
kayn mayshbh wahd wjhh hlak wjnh mlak whdnh dmar. ahbh lhd tark rwhy wymh albal whb khbal ahwayh aghar. fdwt ahd mnkm yshrhly ashsayrly majay....
rdnaha lw bs tyjy wswyna alf khtt lw shafha akhrs hja wb`ywnha twrtt. wysa`d allh almashaf sdft btryqt yshwfj hw aly bshklj yn`af lakyj hty....
kan qlby brayft lyh whw lljmy` fry kan fakr qlby kwrt wkl shwyh byl`b byh. b`d ama artht lyh khdt akbr mqlb fyh ghltan ya qlby lw fkrt tany....
shmdryny ma mqhwr bay lhzt ynkrny ynsany myn byh khyr wbalshdt ydhkrny. alqwyth bydy shlwn talyha yksrny dhb t`by rysht bryh wykly t`dhrny....
wya mzlzl aldnya yally `ly alnyt wdhkt `fwyt nar. wghyrk ana ma aby lk hasb hsaby mnk ytq baby thlatht athnyn wahd rwh. lahy ana bhaly dy`....
ana altarykh yshhdly awl makw ahd qbly qa` alghyrt t`rfny btl waldnya ktbtly. ardhm wany maanrd aslahy bal`rk `yd nar wmatft byhm whws byha....
ana maatwy alsfht ana shqqt awraqh wadha qlby blylh hn bkyfh maymthlny. a`anq mwty wahwn `ly mn lhzt `naqh wana hty btary alkhyr abd maabyh....
kthyr amal mnhdmt `jzt artb sfwfy ashkl llhzn sdmt mn awl ma antq hrwfy. tryqy mmtly `tmt wana atlmsh bkfwfy jrwh mswyt zhmt khtawy mlt wqwfy....
qwl ahbk ya hbyby la tkhby wqwl ank matby aldnya bdwny. ayh ahbk wa`shq `ywnk wrby ayh abyk wmaaby kl mn ybwny. shwf wjhy wrahth la srt jnby....
